I Cant Find Peace

[lebohang]

I am requesting this prayer with a believe that the Lord will quickly hear my prayer and answer it as He does to others. The Lord said that if we ask Him in the name of Jesus Christ, He will give us whatever we ask from Him. My name is Lebohang Gratitude Hanyane from South Africa in Ladybrand town. I am 28 years old. I am blessed with a job, 2 kids and a family. Although my children have different mother of whom we are no longer in a relationship due to some problems, I love both my children with all my heart and I want to do best for their lives. My job is not a good paying job and as a result I am struggling to pay my bills. Some of my items are being repossesed and I am always in lot of debts. My life has no meaning even though I try to plan good things. I sometimes think it was better if I were no longer in this world because I hurt everyday and as a result I become reluctant to pray. My family has started to show lack of interest in me as well as people that has alwys been there for me. I am all by myself. I think God has also hidden his face from me. I don't know what to do anymore. I am a lucky person since birth but all my luck has vanished. I know I am a good person but I dont see a bright future. I am worried about my offspring because they are all that matters now. I have been like this for the past 5 years.

 

[kaatazze]

Lord, You created this child and he has come back with petitions for answer to his prayers. i ask that You remove all the feelings of not being a wanted child and continue to fill him with Your spirit. create in him a new heart of love, understanding, forgiveness and blessings as he lives every day serving You. bless him at his job so that the employer will acknowledge his talent and give him a raise... Your favor. give him knowledge on working out his debts out so that nothing more is taken away from him, guide him and bless him as he brings his children before You. he thinks You are ignoring him, set him free from these feelings and restore him spiritually. thank You Lord, AMEN!