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behler23
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Lord,
Help me! Last night I ran away from my house and my children. I am just so overwhelmed and tired of the hurt and pain of disappointed. I am so tired of having to pay for the mistakes that I made over and over again. How long must I suffer? Do I expect too much?
I feel so insignifigant and unimportant and disrespected and unloved. I just couldnt' take it anymore. Please Lord, forgive me for all the anger and rage that I have for this situation I have put myself in. My husband doesn't keep his word and allows his emotions and how he is feeling affect whether or not he keeps his word to me. I have been asking him to take care of something day after day after day and it's still not done and because I get mad he acts disrespectful to me. I could've been more loving but I am so tired of waiting Lord. If only I would have been equally yoked things would have been different. I am sorry I made this one HUGE mistake but Lord, why must I suffer every single day of my life with a few good days here and there? I desire some consistency Lord for myself and my children. I desire a healthy home full of love. My emotions are out of control and I just can't keep it together anymore Lord. Give me strength and guide me Lord. I am weary and tired. OH GOD! I wish I would've been equally yoked. If only I would have married a man whom loved you more than me I wouldn't ever have to suffer like this. AMEN
Help me! Last night I ran away from my house and my children. I am just so overwhelmed and tired of the hurt and pain of disappointed. I am so tired of having to pay for the mistakes that I made over and over again. How long must I suffer? Do I expect too much?
I feel so insignifigant and unimportant and disrespected and unloved. I just couldnt' take it anymore. Please Lord, forgive me for all the anger and rage that I have for this situation I have put myself in. My husband doesn't keep his word and allows his emotions and how he is feeling affect whether or not he keeps his word to me. I have been asking him to take care of something day after day after day and it's still not done and because I get mad he acts disrespectful to me. I could've been more loving but I am so tired of waiting Lord. If only I would have been equally yoked things would have been different. I am sorry I made this one HUGE mistake but Lord, why must I suffer every single day of my life with a few good days here and there? I desire some consistency Lord for myself and my children. I desire a healthy home full of love. My emotions are out of control and I just can't keep it together anymore Lord. Give me strength and guide me Lord. I am weary and tired. OH GOD! I wish I would've been equally yoked. If only I would have married a man whom loved you more than me I wouldn't ever have to suffer like this. AMEN