elsavikki_
Disciple of Prayer
I ask for prayer in my daily struggles of fear and anxiety, they have plagued me since I was a very young child. Years of learned behavior and no guidance mostly due to my inability to reach out to seek help for myself. My entire life has been directly affected by stress, abuse, death, and shyness. Ive prayed for many years and asked for gods help but then i seem to revert back to my learned behavior and find myself back in this state of mental depression and fear. i believe in god, the son and the holy spirit. I may fall away from commitment to christianity but i never not believe there is a god. I have my faults as a person, a parent, sibling, child. Ive wronged others and caused heartache to many of which i am sorry. I ask for prayer in my inner most seeded soul to be reborn or freed from the grips of self abuse and despair. i have been walking blindly and without direction and know I can have more if i could choose the right path to take be in a more positive frame of mind. i am emotionally broken with no direction no confidence and no hope. please pray for my life to have better meaning