TroyMcCauley
Disciple of Prayer
I am under demonic oppression or time sharing as I have heard it called. I have been an addict for years. I've lost my wife, my kids; every door that opened has closed. I believe even my prayers are somehow blocked. I feel cursed. I have no success. I have given too much ground to the enemy. It's gotten so bad. I deal with anxiety, fear, depression. My health is not so good. I am very isolated because of these. I have had demonic experiences. I see shadows. I hear something very evil in my house stomping around, gargling out raspy words like "kill." I get extremely paranoid, like I am being vexed. Psychic attacks. It's getting worse. I've been through a two-year rehab and am aware of the physiological responses to drugs. The attacks never stopped, but all this is malicious and has been consistent on one thing: to curve my relationship with GOD and to keep me embedded in sin. It is literally a cycle of destruction that I can't escape. Every relationship I've ever had has been damaged in some way. My problem goes much deeper than the drugs. It's spiritual. I need real prayer warriors to pray for me. People that believe in GOD, JESUS, Angels, and demons and the destruction they implement. I need GOD, JESUS, and clear guidance and direction. Sin is a business. They are very clever and they run a tight ship. Can someone please understand the gravity of my request and please show respect? This is not easy to talk about. GOD is calling me and I need some help, please. I am going to go to church, read my Bible, pray, meditate, and fast for a time, but I need prayer from others as well. If I get through this, maybe I can lead those that are as far gone as I am.
