louloukaratekid
Humble Servant of All
I am thankful for a god that forgives. I know that there is a point when nothing you say matters. The same point that you know that everything that you have ever said matters. Its the point when you know you have to show your not the same person. In 29 years I have said and done alot of things that some will never forget can never be forgiven. I have shed a lot of tears and see many more in my future but I am trying. Most of the time I just give up cause its so much easier to be who people think you are than prove to them your different. But I cant live my next 30 years in the same way I did this 30. I have lied, been disrespectful, told things just to have things my way, and been half the person I should have been. God knows my heart at this point and I pray that everyone else will one day.
