Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am struggling with depression, and my situation is dire, I am in heavy debt, I have been brought so low that I actually get my food out of dumpsters (rubbish bins). I don't have any money, I haven't had any income for many months. No friends..family
Do pray for my living situation as well..I am 4-5 months behind on rent, I haven't opened my mail in a long time..because it just depresses me..but the notice of eviction may be there...and each day I keep starring at the door, paralyzed.waiting for the immigration police and court bailiffs to kick in the door....and unfortunately for the past few weeks I have let the spirits of fear, failure and condemnation..beat me down..and asphyxiate my prayer life...telling me that this is God's will for me..since I had been praying and fasting for deliverance for a long time.and had really cultivated my relationship with God..but then the troubles just seemed to multiply...and I just gave up..
Please pray that God may re-ignite his spirit and a passion for him in me.. I don't know how this will end, but I don't want it to end with my heart bitter, hardened and alienated from God.
Do pray for my living situation as well..I am 4-5 months behind on rent, I haven't opened my mail in a long time..because it just depresses me..but the notice of eviction may be there...and each day I keep starring at the door, paralyzed.waiting for the immigration police and court bailiffs to kick in the door....and unfortunately for the past few weeks I have let the spirits of fear, failure and condemnation..beat me down..and asphyxiate my prayer life...telling me that this is God's will for me..since I had been praying and fasting for deliverance for a long time.and had really cultivated my relationship with God..but then the troubles just seemed to multiply...and I just gave up..
Please pray that God may re-ignite his spirit and a passion for him in me.. I don't know how this will end, but I don't want it to end with my heart bitter, hardened and alienated from God.
