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I am still having serious probs with my self-esteem due to development of under-eye bags, sagging eyelid skin and deep wrinkles at the sides of my eyes. I just can't believe this is happening to me. I know was gradual change, but it seems to have happened to me overnight. And it is so weird -- My face in repose is wrinkle free. But the skin is so loose under my eyebrows that you can barely see my eyelids any more. Anyway, like I already said, I am ashamed of my attitude. So many people have worse probs than I. But on the other hand, women are women, and when this kind of thing happens, it can be really upsetting. Well, the thing is, I already put this prayer on line, and people gave me good prayers and good advice. But I still want the eyelifts and the under-eye bag removal. I feel like a pit bull when I smile. So I would appreciate if you would pray for me, that I can afford to get these procedures done soon.. I would also appreciate you would pray for me that I get this eye cream I just ordered after exhaustive internet search. Pray it comes in regular mail or at least that if I need to sign for it, I will be here to do so. Also of course pray that it works. You have to understand one thing -- These new eye formulations are not like in the old days, Many are quite effective. I bought the number one rated, a product called Oxytoxin. Really was not expensive. (That is myth that the high-end priced creams always perform better. Anyway, there is my prayer: It has been put on this line before. Again, I feel guilty for caring about this so much, but on the other hand, if there is anything I can do about it -- and I pray I can afford to -- I want to do it. I hope you guys are not disappointed in me, or angry with me. I pray for all starving people and homeless people and sick people all the time. I know my problem is nowhere as bad, but I still hurt inside. Also, please pray I stop fixating on this problem. I keep looking and looking in the mirror over and over because I just can't believe it. I have to stop doing that and start getting some actual work done. Please forgive me for being so depressed about this. Your sister in Christ, Lamb.
