Anonymous
Beloved of All
But what does it mean will not give more than I can endure? Can you bring examples of what He won't give? How do I explain the fact that I am where I am right now if God won't give me more than I can endure? Haven't I already received more than I can endure?God will not give you more than you can endure.
No. How do I know that He is the right one at all? How can I be sure that there isn't someone else to whom I should say this? Maybe I should say this to Allah or Buddha instead? I am not even convinced that Jehovah/Jesus is the right God to lean on. How could I then say this to Him? You know I can say this to someone I trust. But it's very hard to say it to someone I don't trust (anymore).Are you willing to say, "Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him?"
But if He is all-powerful, can't He do it without it? If not, He is not all-powerful. When He created Earth, no one was there to have faith in Him, and He still managed to do this. How then can He not do anything to me just because I don't have faith? Wouldn't it be more right to say that He can but is not willing to unless I have faith? Because otherwise, you would be limiting God's power. See, after all, I even have enough faith in Him to hope that He can deal with me as I am.If you have no faith or trust in God, how can He deliver you?
Sometimes.Do you trust in God?
It wouldn't hurt to see Him keep at least one of the promises He has given to me.Do you have faith in His promises?
I tend to believe that He exists; otherwise, I wouldn't be posting here. It's just disappointing that He says one thing about Himself in the Bible but is another thing in real life. In real life, He is not what He said about Himself in the Bible. The fact that I believe more that He exists than that He doesn't is the reason why I mock Him. You know, not on this site to get attention but in my room when I am alone. I tell Him in prayers how powerless He is and ask Him in prayer to appear to me and admit that He had never planned anything good for me. And I even thank Him for being so powerless because now I can mock Him, and He can't do anything about it (because of He is limited by my disbelief lol). I turn some worship songs that come to my head into mocking songs by replacing some words in them. Basically singing like: thank you Satan for buying me free of the slavery of Christ. You know that I do when I am alone, not to get attention. Because I believe that He hears me, and I hope it hurts Him.I believe that God exists, I have faith that He exists, I know God exists. The question is, do you?
Sorry for falsely accusing you. Just letting you know that if I sometimes seem to offend you, it's not really that I want to offend you. It's just that I want to offend God whenever possible, and I want the truth to be known and admitted, and the truth is that God, in fact, has given me more than I can endure.First, I never said you were blinded by Satan.
So basically, I am in a dead loop with no exit:
A := I have no faith in God.
B := God can't answer my prayers/give me faith before I first have faith in Him.
C := Because God doesn't answer me, it's harder to believe in Him every time I get another unanswered prayer/unkept promise.
Now the loop is:
A => B => C => A => ...
In other words, not having faith causes not receiving anything, not receiving anything despite prayers causes faith to decrease even more, and then the chain starts from over again. Therefore, I have no possibility to get out, and I am going to burn in hell after this life anyway, doesn't matter if I try to have faith or not. If I don't try, then I would go to hell for not even trying, and if I would try to have faith, then this faith would soon die again, and I would still go to hell.
