I am requesting special prayer for me again. ...

[tweety1957]

I am requesting special prayer for me again. I am going through another very deep depression right now, which is typical for this time of year. I have been praying for over a year for relationship healing with my 2 sisters, (Linda and Debbie, and my niece Tamara). In all three of these situations there was no fight or bad words spoken, but that all of them have certain expectations of me (very conditional) and if I don’t meet their expectation, they excommunicate me.

My sister Linda is an Assembly God Pastor’s wife, and has been for 40 years. I have never felt good enough for her and since Gene and I don’t attend their church, they have little to do with us. She lives 7 miles away and when I had major surgery last December for Rotator cuff repair and was off from work for 3 months, she never took the time to even visit me or offer to take me to my appointments.

My sister Debbie, lives in Oregon and is very physically ill. I went to visit her by myself in June 2012. I went again to visit a friend for 3 days in Oregon I June 2013. Since I was with another friend on her time schedule I wasn’t able to visit with her this time. When I tried to tell her this she slammed the phone down and un-friended me from -banned site- and hasn’t spoke with me since.

I have been depressed and cried all day yesterday, I pray for healing of our relationships, but it has been this way almost all of my life. Maybe God just wants me to “move onâ€. I don’t know how. They are family. Please pray with me on what to do.

I hope I haven’t burdened you with this story, but I really want healing!!!

Thank you

Rebecca

 

[Rose7]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[seekingmercy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[WeneedGod]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[apeksha]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Mename]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[SandyS]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[JesusChild]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[HopelessOne7]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[HeatherSmokey]

God, our help and assistance, who is just and merciful, and who hears the prayers of your people; look down upon me. a miserable sinner, have mercy upon me, and deliver me from the troubles that torment me, even though I might deserve them. Grant me, I pray, your divine helping grace; endow me with patience and strength to endure my tribulations with complete submission to your will. You know my misery and suffering and to you, my only hope and refuge, I flee for relief and comfort; trusting your infinite love and compassion, that in due time, when you know it is for the best, you will deliver me from my troubles, and turn my distress into comfort, and I will rejoice in your mercy, and exalt and praise your Holy Name, O Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, In Jesus Name Amen