Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am requesting prayer for my Fiancé & myself. We have been separated over the past year & a half. We were supposed to be getting married real soon. After he got out on medical retirement. Then about three months ago we had a falling out. And we haven't been right since. I've been praying for us ever since started dating. But it's like the enemy came in and took him over. He is a believer in God & saved. I am more of the committed person to God in this relationship. I'm just asking God to help me discern whether or not to hold on & just keep praying, trusting God will handle our relationship. Or whether God is telling me to let go. I'm honestly confused & I feel like deep down inside if I stop praying and give up on us I'll regret it later. But at the same time I need to know what is true & untrue. Because right now I realize only God can restore us to communicate, be committed and move forward into marriage in this relationship. I ask God to give me discernment in all areas of my life. So that I may make wise choices & decisions based on God and his word not on what man says is right. Lastly, I'm feeling overwhelmed in this part of my life. I'm currently a single mother of 3 children from a previous marriage. I work full time & I am the mother & father, the provider. I live in HI & really it's too expensive to live here. I am praying for another job opportunity either to move to Europe in which I can save money or for the path to be cleared for me to deploy. I feel like if I had support in the way of my husband that would allow me to be more focused on God as well. I didn't search for my fiancé' he found me. Sometimes I feel like just letting go in life. And right now I'm at that point. Letting go meaning, where I don't have feeling and don't care about anything. Just kind of going through life numb. I know God wouldn't have me to be this way. But I need him to reveal some things to me to include my purpose here on this earth & why I was chosen. I ask that whoever reads this & prays for me that God would bless you triple fold for whatever it is you are in need of. I thank you in advance for your prayers. I will give GOD all the glory, honor & praise. In Jesus' name Amen!
