Cliff
Servant
I am pretty much a lost soul in this life now that my life partnet of 4 years has left me and taken my son away to go and live with her at her Mothers. She has some sort of a depressive break a couple of months ago due to financial stresses in our life that caused all sorts of issues for her to deal with and ended up in hospital for it. While inside and in a vulnerable state she followed advice from who she considers a close friend regarding leaving me and taking on a relationship with a guy offering her money for her debt, and she left me against the advice of her therapist. Since then she's felt if she could do that then maybe she doesn't love me as much as she thought she did, but since then she has been very conflicted with her guilt for the things that happen then and since then.
I've forgiven her for everything she has done, as it was not her that did it all but she acted on advice while in a very vulnerable place. She went to church shortly afterwards and received wonderful messages from the minister about relationships and not giving up just because things are rough, like financially, but she chose to ignore it and hasn't gone back since. Unfortunately I was not there with her at the time to re-inforce to her that God was speaking to her then. She is refusing to go back to her therapist, and she is desperately trying to find other things in her life to replace coming back to me and continuing our family. Even her mother admits she is not herself and can't understand why she left me in the first place, and my ex hasn't told anyone close to her the reasons she gave me for leaving.
I pray that she is healed from her depression, her emotional ups and downs are really tormenting her. I pray she finds her true self while in her own self created bubble. I pray the Lord blesses her with peace, and if it is within his plan and will that she is able to realise that her leaving me was a mistake to have made in her time of confusion, and that she becomes willing to accept my love for her and my son and feels she is able to come back to me again as I will welcome her with wide open arms to love and cherish her again and help the Lord protect her and our child.
The Lord brought us together for a reason, blessed us with our son for a reason as we had been trying for months and he chose my son to come into our lives at that specific time. We were seperated before and the Lord brought us back together again, and that was part of his plan.
Please can everyone pray for me and my ex, pray that she is able to find the strength to return to the family fold again, and that she is healed from her emotional state. I know she is feeling very guilty about how she acted during her time in hospital and afterwards, and it's this guilt that gives me hope that she still cares and thinks about us and our family. She is horribly scared of not being financially stable and the Lord has just blessed me with with a new job with bigger prospects of higher income, for which I have thanked Him. Please pray for her to have the patience and clarity to view all what is happening now and see that the Lord has begun answering our prayers that we made while still together. I also ask that I receive strength from the Lord in this time of my emptiness and loss and that I am able to continue working for our family to be back together again, and that I am blessed to have a whole family unit in Christ again.
I also ask for prayer for my father who is currently not in good health. I ask for pray to protect my children at this time in their lives and bless them with peace and love, and that they have a successful life in this world and are able to put their trust and faith in the Lord and are welcome in his arms
I've forgiven her for everything she has done, as it was not her that did it all but she acted on advice while in a very vulnerable place. She went to church shortly afterwards and received wonderful messages from the minister about relationships and not giving up just because things are rough, like financially, but she chose to ignore it and hasn't gone back since. Unfortunately I was not there with her at the time to re-inforce to her that God was speaking to her then. She is refusing to go back to her therapist, and she is desperately trying to find other things in her life to replace coming back to me and continuing our family. Even her mother admits she is not herself and can't understand why she left me in the first place, and my ex hasn't told anyone close to her the reasons she gave me for leaving.
I pray that she is healed from her depression, her emotional ups and downs are really tormenting her. I pray she finds her true self while in her own self created bubble. I pray the Lord blesses her with peace, and if it is within his plan and will that she is able to realise that her leaving me was a mistake to have made in her time of confusion, and that she becomes willing to accept my love for her and my son and feels she is able to come back to me again as I will welcome her with wide open arms to love and cherish her again and help the Lord protect her and our child.
The Lord brought us together for a reason, blessed us with our son for a reason as we had been trying for months and he chose my son to come into our lives at that specific time. We were seperated before and the Lord brought us back together again, and that was part of his plan.
Please can everyone pray for me and my ex, pray that she is able to find the strength to return to the family fold again, and that she is healed from her emotional state. I know she is feeling very guilty about how she acted during her time in hospital and afterwards, and it's this guilt that gives me hope that she still cares and thinks about us and our family. She is horribly scared of not being financially stable and the Lord has just blessed me with with a new job with bigger prospects of higher income, for which I have thanked Him. Please pray for her to have the patience and clarity to view all what is happening now and see that the Lord has begun answering our prayers that we made while still together. I also ask that I receive strength from the Lord in this time of my emptiness and loss and that I am able to continue working for our family to be back together again, and that I am blessed to have a whole family unit in Christ again.
I also ask for prayer for my father who is currently not in good health. I ask for pray to protect my children at this time in their lives and bless them with peace and love, and that they have a successful life in this world and are able to put their trust and faith in the Lord and are welcome in his arms
