bronson38
Beloved of All
I am praying that my old best friend and I reconnect again and can forgive each other from our past mistakes we have made. Let my friend come forward with some things that he has not told me he has done to hurt me. Let him see what he has done and what good of a friendship he has broken. Lord, I do have to confess that I have chosen not to talk to him for a while because of the things he has done to hurt me mentally and emotionally. I am trying my best in my heart to forgive him of his past mistakes, but he deliberately keeps on doing them. Lord, you know everything that he has done to me and some of it I am not sure if he did realize what he has done. Open his eyes to see and realize everything done to me that has hurt me so much. I never told him for what reasons I chose why I am not communicating with him because it hurts so much. Father, I do not even know how to contact him and tell him. But in the past, I have confronted him about things he has done and he was very cold about it and did not care if he hurt me anyway or did he not know of some of the pain he caused. I just want him to realize everything I tried to do for him and how much I cared but he took advantage of it. Please, Lord, help my friend draw closer to you and have a more personal relationship with you. I pray that you can heal his heart from being so cold. But I also want him to get the hint as to why I am not talking to him right now. I just cannot contact him about some issues that need to be talked about like adults should. Let him think about and realize this, Lord. But if it is your will to proceed with this friendship and give us a new beginning, please bless our friendship and let us be healed together from our past and past mistakes and move on with being great friends again. Let us not hide anything or lie. Let us speak the truth and try not to make the same mistakes to hurt again. Lord, give us both signs to know what to do and how to communicate the right way without it blowing up like a bomb exploded. I just want my friend back and I pray he wants the same. Like I said, if it is your will, let him contact me, please, so we can continue where we left off. Let us be open about things and put these past issues to rest so we both can be healed and have closure. It's been years and nothing has really been talked about. Help me, Lord. I hand this one over for to you because it's too hard for me right now. Make it easy for us to reconnect again. Amen.
