I am on probation for the second time with ...

[Anonymous]

I am on probation for the second time with my job. I am so depressed and lonely. I have lost their trust. They are good people. You don't bite the hand that feeds you, but when you are depressed about life, it's all you can see. My spouse has cancer and is in remission and I am thankful to God for it and for everything, but I just feel like a paycheck. I'm selfish, but I'm lonely. I need my life to revolve around something other than me being employed. I'm not ashamed of being lonely/depressed. This life is over before you know it. My prayer request is for my husband and for me to not lose my job. I've lost their trust. I'm so sick of my life I almost don't care, except that I need a job. That's all I am. A worker, no passion. I have no life and working is not a passion. I'm something I've dreaded all my life. Lonely. We've been dealing with cancer since the 90's. I'm so tired and depressed about me. I need to get out of myself but feel trapped. Hopeless. I based our relationship on hoping we would have roots and relationships. We did for a while. We lost our pet and I am so depressed. Like it's not worth living & I've hurt people that were good to me and I love so much. Good Christian people!! I pray they will forgive me and give me another chance at work. I just need to have some relationships and I screwed up everything. I have 2 grandchildren that I love and worry about. My adult child needs prayers as well as my family. So many needs. I feel the worry of the world on my shoulders and I'm not even sick. Just sad. Very sad all the time. My poor spouse. So long living with cancer. I don't want to get out of bed and that is why I am in danger of losing my job. I'm late, leave early. I've really abused my privileges and I am sorry. I just feel so empty, alone, and forgotten. Like I'm in this alone. Please pray for my child to reunite with his father and mother in law. That somehow God's will take care of them. Thank you. Please pray for my mom and dad. They are elderly and I can't do anything about anything.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Taw]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[val7]

I've prayed for you in Jesus' holy name...prayer changes things!

“Again, truly I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything they ask for, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.†{NIV, Matthew 18: 19-20}

 

[The Encourager]

:~) Child of God, ALL things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). :~) Let’s Pray: God I ask in Jesus’ name, bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God. Bless and Anoint me Lord Jesus to do Your Will Your Way. Bless me with a heart after God's own heart. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus for answering all my prayers in Your timing and according to Your will. Amen. :~) Please Read God is Never Wrong: https://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/165/entry-476-god-is-never-wrong/

 

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