Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am not sure where to go or why I am posting here because if there is a God, he cannot possibly love me or want me to have love. No one has ever truly loved me.
I know I made mistakes in my life and I had returned to God with a repentant and loving forgiving heart for years. But there has been nothing but loss, aloneness, emptiness. I cannot pray anymore because I am tired and honestly do not believe anymore.
Why am I constantly forsaken and used. I am a good person with a giving heart. I am age ### years old and I have never experienced true, unselfish love from others. I have prayed for those who hurt me for years and THEY prosper.
I asked God why he didn't let me die when I took those pills as I don't matter. I cannot take another day or night of loneliness. Please pray for my soul.
I know I made mistakes in my life and I had returned to God with a repentant and loving forgiving heart for years. But there has been nothing but loss, aloneness, emptiness. I cannot pray anymore because I am tired and honestly do not believe anymore.
Why am I constantly forsaken and used. I am a good person with a giving heart. I am age ### years old and I have never experienced true, unselfish love from others. I have prayed for those who hurt me for years and THEY prosper.
I asked God why he didn't let me die when I took those pills as I don't matter. I cannot take another day or night of loneliness. Please pray for my soul.
