Feeling Down
Disciple of Prayer
I am in one of those moments again where i feel hopeless, sad, anxious about the future and unmotivated in general. I am terrified of the future, that i will just end up being let down of my goals, wishes, prayers.. people. That people i love will just one day decide to leave. That i will end up alone. I want to push everything and everyone away just to stop and avoid getting hurt. Better now when i can anticipate it than sadness coming in like a surprise. I know i sound so negative, and i try not to show and talk about it because i don't want to drag anyone down. But i feel like i need to let it out or else i might break.. so i'm sorry for anyone who is reading this if it brings you down.. but i would sincerely appreciate if you'd pray for me. Thank you.
