bridgt01
Prayer Partner
I am in need of prayer. I am feeling that I am losing my faith more and more. I cry at night I pray at night and day. I am divorced twice due to cheating on their part. I have 3 sons. All 3 have been involved in drugs. They seem to get involved with the wrong type of people. I have prayed and cried and prayed and prayed and prayed for each of them. I feel it just gets worse, why?????? All my boys have such wonderful hearts so why. I can see maybe struggles with one kid maybe but all 3 of mine. Why. I feel like a failure. I feel like our family has a black cloud over us. Like the devil using us as his playground. It is written that god will never put something in our lives and hearts that we cant handle, he will bring us out of it is it to make us stronger?? I cant take it anymore, it has been 3 years of struggle. Why???? When is it going to get better.
