joyfulnoise02
Disciple of Prayer
I am in desperate need of prayer. I had uterine surgery in September of 2015 to remove a polyp (non-cancerous) and the doctor told me no exercise at all, not even walking in the park that I loved to do. I informed her that every day that I don't do anything I will gain weight. Prior to this surgery, I had been working to lose weight and had gotten down to 173 lbs. and now I am up to 193 lbs. (I don't eat junk food, I don't drink or smoke but my weight is going up.) I can't afford to go back to the doctor as I can't pay the co-payment and have a bill of $1460.00.
I live in an apartment that I struggle to pay the $1099.00 rent every month and I have a next-door neighbor whose living room is my bedroom wall and I can hear everything going on in his apartment. I asked him nicely if he could keep the noise down after 9:00 pm. "He responded by telling me "You need to find another room to go to". I tried speaking to his wife with the same response. They come home around 11:00 pm and play music, argue, or party until 2:00 am. I can't sleep in my bedroom.
I have been working for the same company for 13 years and in January of this year, I was falsely accused of sabotaging my replacement's work (when I was finished with my work I was trying to help her get caught up with her work. I was promoted to an accounting position 7 months ago without a pay raise and she was placed in my old position) and then she accused me of threatening her life. I used to get to work early and sit and pray. I was told by my boss not to set a foot in the building until I start work at 8:30. I don't speak to anyone now for eight hours a day, because I have also been accused by the same woman of saying things that I have never said. I sit and work all day listening to spiritual music with a portable CD player with ear plugs. I work non-stop from the time I get to work to the time I go home.
I am driving a 16-year-old car that is having transmission problems and leaking oil like very bad. I have credit card debts and I can't even use them to repair the car any longer as I can barely make the minimum payments. (I don't abuse credit cards I used the cards to pay for medical expenses for my mother before her death in 2006 and in 2008 I took sick where I couldn't work for three months. I was forced to go back to work in a wheelchair or lose my job altogether. I fought to regain my ability to walk and now I walk with the use of a cane. I was forced out of my parents' home in 2009 by my twin brother, my ex-husband took my son away from me the same year and I moved into my current apartment. I can't even drive the 25 miles to my church or even pay my tithes anymore.
I have been paying everything and living off $13 of groceries a week and trying to buy fresh vegetables. I have been buying the produce that the fresh market has reduced to $1-$1.99. Thank God for the Dollar Tree stores as I end up going there to buy cleaning products.
I was trying to help my other neighbor who's 80 years old, by picking up her medication and groceries. I never take anything from her and tell her God's looking out for me. She is a Diabetic and she lives alone. She called me on February 12th at work and asked if I could afford to buy some chicken soup for her as she has not been able to keep food down all day. I had $1 in my pocket but I used it to buy a can of soup for her. When I arrived at her apartment I discovered that her leg was swollen twice its normal size. I told her to contact her nephew and have him take her to the emergency room asap. She argued with me and told me that she didn't want to hear it. I left her and went home and worried about her. The next morning I knocked on her door no answer. I left a message on her nephew's phone. I received a call on February 14th telling me she is in the hospital. I spoke to her today on the phone as I can't visit her in the hospital as visiting hours are up before I get off work. She told me that the doctors said she was severely dehydrated at the time she was admitted, but because I gave her food to eat her blood sugar was stable. The leg is infected and she may end up losing her foot. (Flash back to my mother same situation.) She calls me her angel. Please pray for her to recover her name is ###.
I turned my son's bedroom into my prayer/exercise room (my son has not been back to my home in seven years), but I can't seem to go into this room and work or pray anymore. I have never been this heavy and I keep gaining weight. I realize I am not alone and God is with me and has been helping me this far and will not leave me alone. I just keep asking how much more can I take. I am being attacked everywhere I look. I started fasting for Lent from Sunrise to Sunset. I desperately need help and I don't know what else to do. This is not the person I used to be. I don't like being a victim and I feel like I am complaining or whining right now, but I had to say this to someone.
Thank you for listening and I am grateful for your prayers and appreciate all your comments.
I live in an apartment that I struggle to pay the $1099.00 rent every month and I have a next-door neighbor whose living room is my bedroom wall and I can hear everything going on in his apartment. I asked him nicely if he could keep the noise down after 9:00 pm. "He responded by telling me "You need to find another room to go to". I tried speaking to his wife with the same response. They come home around 11:00 pm and play music, argue, or party until 2:00 am. I can't sleep in my bedroom.
I have been working for the same company for 13 years and in January of this year, I was falsely accused of sabotaging my replacement's work (when I was finished with my work I was trying to help her get caught up with her work. I was promoted to an accounting position 7 months ago without a pay raise and she was placed in my old position) and then she accused me of threatening her life. I used to get to work early and sit and pray. I was told by my boss not to set a foot in the building until I start work at 8:30. I don't speak to anyone now for eight hours a day, because I have also been accused by the same woman of saying things that I have never said. I sit and work all day listening to spiritual music with a portable CD player with ear plugs. I work non-stop from the time I get to work to the time I go home.
I am driving a 16-year-old car that is having transmission problems and leaking oil like very bad. I have credit card debts and I can't even use them to repair the car any longer as I can barely make the minimum payments. (I don't abuse credit cards I used the cards to pay for medical expenses for my mother before her death in 2006 and in 2008 I took sick where I couldn't work for three months. I was forced to go back to work in a wheelchair or lose my job altogether. I fought to regain my ability to walk and now I walk with the use of a cane. I was forced out of my parents' home in 2009 by my twin brother, my ex-husband took my son away from me the same year and I moved into my current apartment. I can't even drive the 25 miles to my church or even pay my tithes anymore.
I have been paying everything and living off $13 of groceries a week and trying to buy fresh vegetables. I have been buying the produce that the fresh market has reduced to $1-$1.99. Thank God for the Dollar Tree stores as I end up going there to buy cleaning products.
I was trying to help my other neighbor who's 80 years old, by picking up her medication and groceries. I never take anything from her and tell her God's looking out for me. She is a Diabetic and she lives alone. She called me on February 12th at work and asked if I could afford to buy some chicken soup for her as she has not been able to keep food down all day. I had $1 in my pocket but I used it to buy a can of soup for her. When I arrived at her apartment I discovered that her leg was swollen twice its normal size. I told her to contact her nephew and have him take her to the emergency room asap. She argued with me and told me that she didn't want to hear it. I left her and went home and worried about her. The next morning I knocked on her door no answer. I left a message on her nephew's phone. I received a call on February 14th telling me she is in the hospital. I spoke to her today on the phone as I can't visit her in the hospital as visiting hours are up before I get off work. She told me that the doctors said she was severely dehydrated at the time she was admitted, but because I gave her food to eat her blood sugar was stable. The leg is infected and she may end up losing her foot. (Flash back to my mother same situation.) She calls me her angel. Please pray for her to recover her name is ###.
I turned my son's bedroom into my prayer/exercise room (my son has not been back to my home in seven years), but I can't seem to go into this room and work or pray anymore. I have never been this heavy and I keep gaining weight. I realize I am not alone and God is with me and has been helping me this far and will not leave me alone. I just keep asking how much more can I take. I am being attacked everywhere I look. I started fasting for Lent from Sunrise to Sunset. I desperately need help and I don't know what else to do. This is not the person I used to be. I don't like being a victim and I feel like I am complaining or whining right now, but I had to say this to someone.
Thank you for listening and I am grateful for your prayers and appreciate all your comments.
