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badger0381
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I am in desperate need for prayer! Up until my boyfriend left myself and my children a few months back...I was not walking my life in God's will. My boyfriend (###) and I were dating for 2.5 years. Shortly after we began dating, I got pregnant. Which was a shock because I had a 9-year-old daughter from a previous marriage that ended due to abuse. And the doctors told me I would not have any more. However, clearly God had other plans! We had another little girl who we named Faith. Well, May 19th, 2012 around midnight, ### informed me that he didn't think he could do "this" anymore. Be with me, be a father, all of the stuff that came with being together...and that he didn't think he loved me anymore. He presented it as separation, not ending. He left to live with his mom who is a non-believer like himself...and I immediately felt this was not a good idea. I believe that the Holy Spirit was telling me to prepare myself for the worst. 5 days after he left I found out I was pregnant again! When I told him he said he hated it, didn't like it, didn't want anything to do with it...and was angry. He also consistently over time has insisted I get an abortion. I am now 5 months along and he and his mom have not asked about or acknowledged at all that I am pregnant. It was about a month later (after he left) that, through I believe the grace of God, I discovered he had been involved with another woman and had been cheating on me. And through the grace of God my brother happened to know this woman. And the truth of what was going on came out and she left him. He needless to say is furious with me. He now ignores me. Won't look at me or talk to me even when we exchange our 14-month-old daughter.
My request is for prayer that is in agreement with my prayer. As much and as often as possible. Matthew 18:19 - "Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven. I pray that first God will put enmity and impotence between ### and any other women but myself. I pray that God will bring down his righteous wrath on ### and that he will do whatever possible to bring ### to brokenness. I am not asking this to be vindictive. I strongly believe that the only way that ### will come to Christ is through brokenness. I ask that people will also pray that God will tear the veil from ###'s eyes...and rip off the callouses from his conscience. I pray that God will use all this to bring him to Christ...and in turn he will do the right thing by God, my children, myself, and our family and marry me. I believe that this is not only within God's will....but would ultimately glorify God, through testimony to others, my children, and healing of a family and kids having both parents together as is God's design! Please pray this for ###, myself (###), and our Children Hollie, Faith, and the new baby on the way. I also believe that knowing names and lifting them up helps (just my personal belief). Please help my family!! I pray and request all this through Jesus' name AMEN!
My request is for prayer that is in agreement with my prayer. As much and as often as possible. Matthew 18:19 - "Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven. I pray that first God will put enmity and impotence between ### and any other women but myself. I pray that God will bring down his righteous wrath on ### and that he will do whatever possible to bring ### to brokenness. I am not asking this to be vindictive. I strongly believe that the only way that ### will come to Christ is through brokenness. I ask that people will also pray that God will tear the veil from ###'s eyes...and rip off the callouses from his conscience. I pray that God will use all this to bring him to Christ...and in turn he will do the right thing by God, my children, myself, and our family and marry me. I believe that this is not only within God's will....but would ultimately glorify God, through testimony to others, my children, and healing of a family and kids having both parents together as is God's design! Please pray this for ###, myself (###), and our Children Hollie, Faith, and the new baby on the way. I also believe that knowing names and lifting them up helps (just my personal belief). Please help my family!! I pray and request all this through Jesus' name AMEN!
