Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am here again, I think sometimes what my parents are spending on me is useless, my academic performance is low, I am not studying as I should as a college student. I am in a relationship; I love that man so much. My mind is not at peace, and my mind is full of lustful thoughts. I am not able to concentrate on my studies. I just want to be at peace in life. Whenever I am going outside, there is a fear of what if somebody touches me, how would I control myself? My life is miserable. I just want one thing from the Lord: peace in my mind and strength to deal with difficulties, and good concentration. Please protect me from bad company. I just don't want to let down my loved ones, especially in my eyes. My mind is full of filth. I just want it to be clean. I want to concentrate on my studies and score good marks; otherwise, I will fail. I want to love freely without any fear. God, help me. I am in stress. Relieve it. Put some mercy on me. Amen.