Baileyboo
Humble Prayer Partner
I am concerned about becoming an apostate and I realize that, and I want to have a desire to come back to Jesus. I know that in the past I have housed unclean spirits and that's been difficult. I am coming out of habitual perverse thoughts. I want to be able to repent. I know what the Holy standard is and I want to be able to do it with the help of the Holy Spirit. I need a stronger connection with the scriptures. Would you please pray to the Lord that He would enable repentance and that He would bring a deep conviction by the Holy Ghost, that He would have mercy on me, please, that He would melt my heart with His love which I know I want to experience. I also ask that you would pray that God would give me a hunger and a thirst for Him. I want to have hope. I want to have hunger and thirst for Jesus. If not for me, for my wife, she has stuck with me through all of this. I don't just want to not go to hell, I want to want to have a relationship with God. The only hope I have is the prayers of the righteous because just like Abraham interceded for Sodom and Gomorrah, I need your prayers. I admit I've had so many chances. I want that thirst, I need a supernatural softening of the heart, I need Jesus to rescue me, I want to become the righteous one so that I can help others.