looken4thelite
Humble Prayer Partner
I am asking for a big huge miracle. My life has been a complete nightmare. I have lost everything, but worse I have lost everyone I have ever cared about, 5 years ago my 2nd child, my 17 year old daughter completely abandoned me and went to her dad's, again 8 months ago my 17 year old baby girl, the apple of my eye and light of my life just left me sick, very sick and almost penniless and went to her dad's, that was 8 months ago, and I have not even heard her voice since then. My 25 year old son had to leave college 6 months before his degree and rush home to take care of me and had a very hard time finding work, we even lost our phones for 4 months and sold anything we could just to buy food. Now I dread and hate to even open my eye each day, I can't explain how my heart inside is dying and I feel I will fall over where I stand at any moment, I was abused my whole life and even my mother rallied my 4 sisters away from me so I grew up in a home where everyone hated and abused me, I never even saw my real father. And the pain I have inside my heart I feel will kill me or I wish it would. And the pain from my ulcers and a car accident 5 years ago is enough to want to die, it is constant and daily, and between my physical and emotional pain I hate the waking hours Like I can't explain. Only reason I get out of bed is to see my son. And I have had far too many hardships and losses, so many that my heart can no longer bear. I desperately need my family back home, my children, and I need a home of my own, nothing fancy just my own. And I truly need a partner, Husband, Godly man, as I have never had a real husband in all of my life and now I am almost 50. Please Dear Father hear my prayer, also I have been very ill for a very long time now, and I can no longer bear this physical pain, coupled with this emotional pain, please send relief for my terrible pain in my body daily, and in my heart daily.
Thank you God
Thank you God
