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I am a single parent of 2 girls who are now nearly grown. I have been alone my whole life - even as a child due to the fact that my mother had mental health issues and we travelled constantly so I never belonged anywhere. all my adult life has been alone - even my daughters father never even lived with me, I was his `secret`.
I have been a christian since I was a child - always pleading with God to allow me to meet a guy and have someone to share life with and belong with - a partner. yet this has never ever happened for me. I have spent many days fasting over the years, I have been on my knees begging God in my despair.
I know all about surrender and allowing God to meet my needs etc ect ect I have been down that road repeatedly, read every book , watched hours of God TV - there is no thought prayer conversation that I havent had.
please please pray for me. I feel unable to carry all this pain - I have given it over to God time and time again - its got to stop as I really cant bear it. And please ask Him to allow me someone to share my life with - I am a human with human needs and I so badly need a husband to walk side by side with in this world _
I have been a christian since I was a child - always pleading with God to allow me to meet a guy and have someone to share life with and belong with - a partner. yet this has never ever happened for me. I have spent many days fasting over the years, I have been on my knees begging God in my despair.
I know all about surrender and allowing God to meet my needs etc ect ect I have been down that road repeatedly, read every book , watched hours of God TV - there is no thought prayer conversation that I havent had.
please please pray for me. I feel unable to carry all this pain - I have given it over to God time and time again - its got to stop as I really cant bear it. And please ask Him to allow me someone to share my life with - I am a human with human needs and I so badly need a husband to walk side by side with in this world _
