Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am a compulsive liar. My problems began when I first immigrated to U.S. from India and was bullied by people in high school. I have always dealt with low self-esteem and issues due to such. I felt as if, I am not a good enough person as I am, thus, i started lying about my identity and such. My lies are usually all white lies and they are never to hurt others. I just did not want to tell others that I have no friends and no support in this country out of the fear that revealing my true self will make others pick on me more. I grew in my loneliness over the years and was a web of lies. There was always internal conflict because I was living under the fear of expressing myself. Now, I am in college (senior) and i am still living with these problems. I have friends; but, due to the lying behavior that i have kept up with, I feel as if, I still can't tell others the truth about myself. I have recently come to know about the love of God and finally understand that God loves me the way i am without any capes tied around me. I have been reading the bible and learning about God from others. But still, I am extremely guilty of the lies that i have told in the past and i want to break away from this bad behavior. I am currently seeking psychotherapy and I am sure that that along with the power of God can bring healing to me. I am seeking help from others to pray for me for my healing. Thank you! I appreciate your help 
