i lost my mom in 2012 then i lost my granddaddy 2013 in 2014 my dad cancer came back son i had to be his 24 care he thought i was my mom said all kind of rude and disrespectful stuff but i no it was the cancer so i went back home my apartment was in forclose then my son feet started hurting next thing you no my son was getting his feet reconstructed i was all alone then we had 30 days to move we stay woth his dad then i moved in our place mean nasty landlord i told her that i need to grieve for my family she didn't renew my least the place had rats i understand i guess so some where along the way all my past came up i got depress and still is no money just enough for the bills get food stamps but he bigger then me it's been many nights i went to bed hungry so now we in another new place Lord what am i doing wrong to go threw such a struggle in my life i can't find no job because I'm so depressed and when i have money it's never enough Lord bless so that i can make my place a home and get some small things we need a haircut food wash clothes a sofa Lord i ask you for your help
