I am ### weeks pregnant, after finally trying for ### years and so many struggles, we are over joyed. My pregnancy last night took a turn for the worst. I am trying to stay hopeful I have prayed and hoped for this baby for so long.
Dear God,
I am hurt, disappointed, and honestly, I am angry with You.
I have prayed for so long, waited for so long, and hoped for so long, but nothing seems to change.
Sometimes I wonder, why don't You open even one door for me?
Why do I have to struggle so much for the things that seem so easy...
I'm prayed out. I have nothing left in me. I'm praying constantly. I'm talking to God all day long in my head while I'm working. I just keep falling deeper and deeper. This started five months ago and I'm not any closer to getting anything together. Car's not fixed, can't afford Lyft rides for...