Jen Lopes Esquiavom
Disciple of Prayer
Hi, I need prayer against unforgiveness and for me to receive the Holy Spirit fully into my life. I've been feeling depressed and lost. To Jesus, restore my relationship with my sister ###, asking for her forgiveness and break her silence towards me. Amen. She just won't talk to me. Please let the Lord open up her lips and talk to me so I can have peace. I need the Lord to break her silence. Everyone deserves a second chance or what's the point of forgiveness? She's making my life like Hell. She called me names and threw her car at me. She's just angry and that's exactly what the devil wants. Because he knows she's my only family and wants me to live on my own all my life with no sister and no one. I just can't sleep, have no peace in reason of her silence. I don't understand. I feel pain in my heart all the time, missing her. I want to see her talking to me so we can work it out as adults. The whole church and the pastors want me to leave the church so it will cover up the sin we both committed together. Even tonight the pastor humiliated me in front of the whole church saying if someone's sitting by the stairs or leave the church or get inside. But when others do it they don't say anything. They're just picking on me, hate me, worried about the church's image reputation while they stick up for her and bless her. They don't even get the anointing oil in my head but to others they do it. They're not acting like 1 Corinthians 13 at all. They are horrible people. They make me feel angry when they won't allow me talking to her and treat me badly on purpose to make me look for another church so at the end of each worship I don't feel I've received anything good from God because they treat me bad and treat ### like an angel. I feel something really bad when I get home like if they're cursing me. And I'm worried they made ###'s mind to report me to the police. She said she did it but I don't know. Help me pray she didn't do that, please. Help please. All I do is cry why they're doing this to me. Pray to God to protect her and release her from a man who's getting her out of the church and the presence of the Holy Spirit, a boyfriend, please. She's hit her car because she's committed a sin inside her with this man. Jesus already told her that but she won't listen. The devil is just anxious to kill her in that car. And help me pray for ### to have real friends in her life, after her "best friend" the music minister found out about her sin she's got cold and turned her back on ###, so let's pray she'll have real blessed friendships because not even Jesus did that to her. Why a human thinks she should be acting like this towards ###. Please do not pray for me mostly; some people are writing to me saying they're focusing their prayer on me. Pray for ### more, please. She needs it more. It's her the one who won't forgive and doing horrible things against me. Amen. Bless you all.
Jesus sees the pain that you are going through, and He is there to comfort you during this pained time. Even though you feel betrayed and hurt by the people around you, know that God is there and He knows your heart. If you come to Him to tell Him what you feel, and forgive those who have hurt you, He will guide you and listen to all your prayers. Do not waste your emotions on others, because they are all human, and are all sinners, like you and me. Instead look to the Lord, and allow His peace to take away your depression. You have called out to Him for more faith, and He hears you! I pray that He will strengthen your faith, because He is all-knowing, and his love for your does not waver. In Jesus precious name, Amen.
