Hi all, I don't know what exactly I need prayer for

[Krissi]

Hi all,

I don't know what exactly I need prayer for as faith in itself has become a part of my worrying concerns.
I'm so sick of Christian life, this spiritual walk is so abyssal and imaginary, I'm so sick of worrying all the time (I worry so much since becoming a Christian, I never used to, in fact, I was very much the free spirit). There's so much God wants from me and I'm hopeless on all accounts. I'm sick of trying and getting nowhere.
I just want to be normal again.

 

[Roselady]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name hear and answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus. Amen.

 

Let's Pray: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the will of God for those I pray for.  Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in the Word of God and ways of God.  Bless me to know You in truth, love You with all my heart, mind, and strength, and bless me with the desire, strength, and spirit of obedience to always obey You.  God lead, guide, and direct my footsteps daily.  Give Your angels charge over me to protect and keep me safe from all evil, hurt, harm, danger, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. Let no weapon formed against me ever prosper.  God what I have asked of You in this prayer, do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love, and care about.  God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Thank You God for loving me. Thank You Jesus. Amen.

 

[Matthew01]

Through the Lord Jesus Christ, may this request be fulfilled. Amen

 

[Hopeful23]

God's love isn't earned. Salvation is a free gift that you have done nothing to earn except accept it in faith.

The next step is sanctification and that takes time.

You need to relax and meditate on God's word and just pray when you need help. Go directly to the source. You can communicate with Jesus all day and night if you need to. If you belong to him then he will keep you.

Are you in some kind of legalistic church that is putting demands on you? Where are all these demands and expectations really coming from?

 

[Krissi]

I don't think so, I have faith in God but I've lost all faith in myself to make any decisions or trust anything or anyone now that I know life is spiritual and Satan can influence so much of our and others' lives. I want to do what God wants me to do but I can never figure that out, it’s literally taken over me as I've completely lost sense of who I am anymore. All I think about is God, and it's so life debilitating as I've even dropped the ball in parenting my kids. Rarely go to school now because all purpose other than God means nothing to me. In saying that, I can't find Him anymore, I can't feel Him around anymore. I'm like a lost sheep now and I think it's because He has instructed me to do things and I didn't do them because I got so confused if it was of God or not.

This whole God-devil spiritual walk is just so stressful I can't even function in this world anymore.

Everything in my life has gone broken because I only care about God so nothing else gets my attention, literally nothing. My lawn is about 60cm high, bills racked up, schools have warning notices, friends are gone, and my 4 kids have almost turned feral all because all I can think about is what does God want from me.

I actually think I may be one of the ones that don't prosper in God because I am not one of the chosen ones and no matter how hard I try, I won't be good soil. Many people will know God but few will get to heaven, I think the Bible says something like that, but it's not about heaven for me, it's about my walk while I'm alive. I know God wants something from me but I don't know what it is.

Sorry for long reply.

 

[hostadmin]

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