Rogyrut
Disciple of Prayer
Hey Team, First of all thank you for having a platform where I can send a prayer request, and English is my second language so pardon me for the mistakes, I don't know how to put this across, but I feel like I am a gay, and sorry to say but I genuinely feel like I have these feelings from my childhood. Sincerely, I don't know if there is any demon behind this, or some witchcraft happened to me when I was a child, or some generational curse..or some other reason But I am sure that I want to come out of these feelings, Could you please pray for me for this situation, As I am an Indian, I haven't told anyone that I have same sex attractions, and I believe I love one guy from very core of my heart, I always think about him, he has changed the priorities of my life. I come from a Hindu background who got to know Christ and got baptised as well last year. Things went really well when I was in fellowship with God for around 2 years, and I felt like I am free now, but now suddenly when I am away from the church gatherings I can feel the temptations coming back again in this pandemic. As I am from a remote underdeveloped area in India, my parents don't even know there is something like same sex attraction, I come from a very stereotype Indian family, which has a lot of moral values. I would rather die than my parents to know what I am struggling with. It makes the situation worse, I can't even open up to my local church as well, to be honest it's really taboo here. and I don't even want to be perceived like this. I am writing this to you guys because I know in the US it's a relatively common problem, so maybe you can help to come out from this feeling. I am ready to do whatever it takes to be a normal person. I believe I am being selfish here, who is asking for this prayer request when the whole world is suffering in this pandemic. I don't know if God also has priorities when he looks at the kinds of problems we are going through. I also feel bad sometimes to pray for this problem, when there are so many problems in this world. I hope I am not mean here asking God for help in this situation. Please pray for me, More than me Please pray for my family to know Christ, and be baptised in Jesus name. Thanks again, With Love, ###