Srondiness
Disciple of Prayer
Dear lord. I have lost something very important of mine. I lost one of my retainers. A couple of days ago they said they saw it in a hallway at school and they really gave me hope. I searched all throughout that hallway yesterday and it was nowhere to be found. I talked to all of building services, called the main office and they all said there was no sign of it. I try to be hopeful but how can I keep hope after being rejected like this? I can’t tell my parents. They already think I lack responsibility especially when it comes to my retainer and I’m not in a necessarily good spot with them right now. I’m struggling in school and just as I start to do better, get assignments turned in and get a bit happier this has to happen to me. I mean literally when things turn around one of the worst possible things happen to me. I need faith and hope I need to find this, because I can’t even imagine telling my parents this, me thinking of their reaction and the consequences that might come with it makes me want to throw up. This was terrible of me and I need to fix it. Next week is also homecoming week which is a huge week in high school. The dance is next Saturday and it’s my freshman year and I’ve been looking forward to this since forever. But now everything’s ruined. I’m carrying this guilt and depression around with me and keeping something from my parents. This is the literally worst and I just really need your help lord. Get me out of this terrible spot in my life. I’ve never needed help like this. Please help me I’m begging lord please. Amen.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.