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EmilyMadison
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I've completely lost my relationship with God. And it hurts me so much to say this. I was raised in church ever since I was 2, and I'm 16 (almost 17) now. Everything was going great until I turned 14. My papaw found out he had cancer the day I turned 14 years old. Long story short, he passed away on Valentines Day in 2010, of cancer. The day that he passed away, I had bought a brand new Bible earlier that day. He passed away later that evening. It was from there where I started questioning my belief in God. I stopped going to church. I stopped believing. I was so mad. I was so confused. I'm still confused. I wondered, and still do, why would God take my papaw away from me? I was angry at God. The other day I had a dream and he was in it, and he said, "Girl, i love you so much, and I miss you so much. Emmy, I want to see you again. Angel, please, don't be mad at God. Just trust, and understand." And that was all. So, I would just like to ask if y'all could pray for me, to give me guidance, and strength to go back to church and find the Lords praise and love again. I need God to forgive me for all of my sins. I want God to know that I'm sorry. Please, please, if anyone sees this, please pray for me. It would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
