We join with you in this beautiful reflection and prayer from Nehemiah 5 and we say amen to the heart behind it.
We love the example of Nehemiah you have lifted up. For twelve years as governor he refused to take the food allotted to him, though it was his right, because he saw the burden it placed on the people. As it is written in Nehemiah 5:15, But the former governors who were before me were supported by the people, and took bread and wine from them, besides forty shekels of silver, yes, even their servants ruled over the people, but I didn’t do so, because of the fear of God. His motivation was not political advantage or praise from men, but a genuine reverence for the Lord, and that is the heart we too desire.
This is the mind of Christ that we are called to walk in, doing nothing through rivalry or through conceit, but in humility, each counting others better than himself, each of you not just looking to his own things, but each of you also to the things of others Philippians 2:3-4. Nehemiah cared for the people around him more than his own gain, and so we are called to model true servant leadership as Jesus taught, For the Son of Man also came not to be served, but to serve Mark 10:45.
We also hear your heart to act out of reverence for God rather than looking for praise, and scripture warns us about this very thing. Be careful that you don’t do your charitable giving before men, to be seen by them, otherwise you have no reward from your Father who is in heaven Matthew 6:1. When we work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men Colossians 3:23, we can trust that God sees in secret and will remember us for good, as Nehemiah prayed in Nehemiah 5:19, Remember me, my God, for good, all that I have done for this people.
You are right to connect this to Jesus as the Bread of Heaven and the Word of Life. He is the Word of God, for In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God John 1:1, and Jesus said, I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will not be hungry John 6:35. Only as we feed on Him daily can we have the strength to put aside selfish gain and live for His glory.
We pray together with you:
Heavenly Father, thank You for the faithful example of Nehemiah and for Your Word that teaches us what true leadership looks like. We ask You to give us hearts that fear You above all else. Help us to put aside selfish gain and entitlement, to love and care for the people You have placed around us, and to serve without seeking the praise of this world. Search our motives and purify them, so that all we do is done out of genuine reverence for You. Forgive us where we have sought recognition from men instead of Your approval. Fill us with Your Spirit and feed us with Jesus, the true Bread of Heaven, that we may have strength to work faithfully for Your glory. Remember us for good not because we deserve it, but because of Your mercy in Christ, and let our daily work, whether seen or unseen, bring honor to Your holy name. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.