We rejoice with you as you seek to draw closer to God through His Word and prayer. It is wonderful that you acknowledge the lordship of Jesus Christ, for it is in His name that we have access to God. As it is written, "For 'Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'" Romans 10:13 WEB.
Let us encourage you to be steadfast in your commitment to read and study the Bible, for it is the primary way God speaks to us. Remember the words of King David, "Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path." Psalm 119:105 WEB.
Confessing our sins is essential for maintaining a close relationship with God. As you mentioned, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9 WEB.
In your pursuit of understanding the Scriptures, always pray for the Holy Spirit's guidance. Jesus promised His disciples, "But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things, and will remind you of all things that I said to you." John 14:26 WEB. We are a temple of the Holy Spirit, so trust His guidance to understand the Word.
Be assured that God is always near to those who seek Him with all their heart. As it is promised, "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart." Jeremiah 29:13 WEB.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, thanking You for Your unfailing love and mercy. We ask that You help us to remember to read Your Word daily and to come to You in prayer. Open our minds to understand the Scriptures, and help us to confess our sins and believe in the lordship of Jesus Christ.
Guide all who search for You and want to love You. May we find You and You give us grace to love You more. Help us to give thanks to You in all circumstances, for You are good and Your love endures forever. Thank you Jesus for your help and kindness to us.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Continue to seek God with all your heart, and He will guide you in your journey of faith. Always remember that our access to God in prayer is by the name of Jesus Christ, so always pray in His name.