SabrinaM
Humble Prayer Partner
I have been so confused lately. I don't know what I want, who I am or how to feel. With ### officially gone now, I don't know if I even want him back. Some moments I miss him so much where I do want him back. Other moments I encourage myself to wait for the right person and thinking of someone else to come along makes me smile. It's just getting frustrating to not know anything at all. Maybe that's a good thing. I have had my heart broken two times and honestly I had enough. I'm ready for someone to feel as I do. Hopefully third time's a charm when that guy comes along. I guess all I am asking for is for better things to come along this time around since these past ### years have been painful. I'm praying for good surprises and for it to get better day by day as well as my heart mending from my recent heartbreak. Then again, I still don't know what I'm praying or asking for. I just don't know about anything anymore. Father, I feel like you don't listen. Forgive me because you probably do. I feel like my prayers never get answered though. You've seen how tough my life has been. I pray for it to get better and easier by the day. I think that's what I want now because what I wanted before I can't have. I accept that now, I think. I'm trying my best, honestly.
