Anonymous
Beloved of All
if there's anyone out there, please would you do pray for me? I really don't know what to do anymore. I mean I'm completely wasted in both body and soul. My heart has wounded badly, I can't even think of fixing it, and what is worse is I can't get out of this. I don't do nothing wrong, all I need is time to fix myself and get out of this country, but for somehow, I become liable for the things I've never committed. They said 'everyone of us got through same things and that because you are different, can't get you out of here, so deal with it'. What makes me even more in solace is I've never done anything, litterly I did nothing but tried to heal and comfort my wounds. God, I don't know anymore. I'm not even sure that I have to keep living. God, if you can change reality, or help me in a way I wouldn't expect, or even interestingly you change the law or whatever that have constraint me for so long, whatever you'd do, I'll be most gracious. And If you think that I don't deserve any of things, then I'll accept your decision. In that case, Please take my life. I'll be happy for myself.