I will be praying for you. Below you can find a prayer to St. Jude, the patron saint of miracles and impossible things. Ask him to intercede for you too. In Jesus' name, amen.
O' St. Jude, the close relative of the Holy Family, beloved son of the Holy Trinity, prompt succour of the devotees, unfailing supporter of the desperate, I turn to you for help with confidence. Make haste to help me. Remember, O powerful Apostle, that God has adorned you with the rare gift of coming to the help of the most abandoned and the desperate cases. Turn your eyes of pity and love towards me. My life has become a continuous 'way of the cross', and my days have become sorrowful, my heart has become a deep ocean of tears and all the paths of life, I see full of thorns. There is hardly every moment in my life, which does not give me pain and agony. I have reached the verge of utter despair, my heart is numb within me. Fear and anxiety have filled my heart. I now approach you in deep agony and I will not leave you until you come down to help me.

O! Powerful Apostle! hasten to come to my aid. 
Help me to proclaim your goodness and power and to sing your praises. I promise that all the days of my life here on earth, I will ever sing your wondrous praise until I join you to sing unceasingly the infinite mercy of God in Heaven. Amen.