Snuireingate
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord Jesus, I have just had such trauma and abuse from work in the past, especially after being fired from a job down south and trying to request shade and put on sunblock and being yelled at constantly and mistreated while trying to get the help I needed, and it didn’t work now. I currently work at a zoo for a seasonal position, and I am out in the scorching sun still, and it’s so overheated. And then when I get home, I’m too tired to do work. I don’t know if I should get a job there or not after the season ends, but if I do, please make sure I don’t have to work past the month of May. Otherwise, maybe get a teaching assistant or teacher’s job or I’m inside more in September or some other seasonal job. I would like to buy the month of May to start my puppet job. I’ve seen other people have their own kind of work with or without autism, and I already have a bachelor’s degree in zoology and a good résumé with associates degrees in science. And I am an Eagle Scout. Despite all this, several news, I’ve worked for just to put me to cleaning up and being out in the sun and showing little concern for my health hazard near death. It’s not worth dying for just to clean up after animals or to give people snow for very little pay, plus having to drive. The job takes a cake for the most mean customers I’ve had to deal with people laughing at me, not getting along, I’ve had enough. Just not perfect enough for some people. Like I’ve stated before, I’ll give some backstory of discrimination. First grade I was not allowed to defend myself without getting into trouble. The kids were allowed to hit me and hurt me every time I’ve read them out, and the teachers would turn a blind eye. I was also not allowed to read the Horton books, even though I proved them wrong, but thankfully I did not get held back. I was not the best reader, but I made a really good comeback at least. Second grade I was assaulted by my teacher. Third grade was kinda like first grade, but this time it was only in terms of behavior, so whenever a kid ratted me out, I would be punished, even though there was no proof or evidence or the teacher, even seeing it when I ratted kids out and then even in a few cases, she saw it, she did nothing. Fourth grade was redeemable, but I still had that bad neighborhood kid I had to hang out with, which I tried to not to and I refused. Thankfully removed, but fifth grade wasn’t all that great either; most kids got to be in the movie he was sending for the film festival, but I was one of the few that wasn’t at least in his class felt it was unfair. Sixth grade was no discrimination. Seventh grade, I won the positive person award, but I had to be stuck in special ed for eighth grade, I was discriminated even more. Ninth grade special ed and or math class. Tenth and eleventh were hard and eleventh was the worst class I have ever been in after my budgie died and nearly got killed myself because I was put in a classroom full of juvenile delinquents. The principal ignored all my calls for help and blamed me when I finally snapped because I felt terrorized. Twelfth grade was OK, so no discrimination like sixth grade, but I was still scarred from what happened to me in seventh grade. I take easy classes in college which was discriminated but then it took a long time. I’ve had enough firing, discrimination, abuse so much, please make it stop. I’ve had enough discrimination of autism. I can do acting well and voice acting. I think it is time by next year to move for Angel app or be accepted somewhere and then I can help hundreds of other people going with more of my Christian media idea. I could start in May of next year. And then September the year after move to a new place where I will be happier.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
