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iloveyougod
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Please pray for me, and my social awkwardness,
as due to my insecurity and low selfesteem, I've lost the
ability to interact with others. I've changed my self to meet the needs and standard of other people, and have lost myself and my true personality in the end.
I feel very sorrowful, hopeless, and loneley, as I do not have many friends due to my social awkwardness.
I don't know how to act like myself anymore, and how to relax in front of others... this is killing me. literally.
It makes me cry all the time (but when nobody's there to watch), makes me think of dying because I feel worthless and like nobody truly likes me for who I am (even i dont like myself) , and most importantly, I don't even know if there is a God anymore. I've prayed to him about this several times but he's never ever answered and because of that, now I have very little faith in him and barely pray to him at all.
I feel like there's no point in being a Christian anymore, and feel like it's a waste of my time.
However, there's still a little part of me that wishes to feel "God"s love...
so please pray for me..
i dont know if it will yield results, but i know it doesnt hurt to try ...
thanks ...
as due to my insecurity and low selfesteem, I've lost the
ability to interact with others. I've changed my self to meet the needs and standard of other people, and have lost myself and my true personality in the end.
I feel very sorrowful, hopeless, and loneley, as I do not have many friends due to my social awkwardness.
I don't know how to act like myself anymore, and how to relax in front of others... this is killing me. literally.
It makes me cry all the time (but when nobody's there to watch), makes me think of dying because I feel worthless and like nobody truly likes me for who I am (even i dont like myself) , and most importantly, I don't even know if there is a God anymore. I've prayed to him about this several times but he's never ever answered and because of that, now I have very little faith in him and barely pray to him at all.
I feel like there's no point in being a Christian anymore, and feel like it's a waste of my time.
However, there's still a little part of me that wishes to feel "God"s love...
so please pray for me..
i dont know if it will yield results, but i know it doesnt hurt to try ...
thanks ...

