Astueshill
Disciple of Prayer
I'm sorry to hear about your struggles. Here's a redacted version of your message:
I'm tired of fighting and I have had enough torture. I am only ### years old, but I have a number of health problems that I take ### medications for. I was forced to quit working, and I filed for social security disability but I was denied. Because of this I have no income. I have needed a surgery for ### years that costs $### and it's not covered. Just today I received a letter where they've filed in court a request to foreclose on my house. I live in ### where temperatures easily get 110-120 degrees and the air conditioner is out in both my house and car. I'm behind on all my bills and everything is crumbling. I tried to fight through everything for many years, but I am tired. I was diagnosed with ### a couple of years ago, and it prevents me from doing any physical activity. I have tried everything in me to push through to try and make it, but I've failed. I've dug a deep hole and I can't find my way out. Nobody cares and I'm so sad at what my life has become. I've begged God for help for many years, but I feel like he just hasn't heard me. Now I'm begging for God to take my misery away and let me rest in darkness.
I'm tired of fighting and I have had enough torture. I am only ### years old, but I have a number of health problems that I take ### medications for. I was forced to quit working, and I filed for social security disability but I was denied. Because of this I have no income. I have needed a surgery for ### years that costs $### and it's not covered. Just today I received a letter where they've filed in court a request to foreclose on my house. I live in ### where temperatures easily get 110-120 degrees and the air conditioner is out in both my house and car. I'm behind on all my bills and everything is crumbling. I tried to fight through everything for many years, but I am tired. I was diagnosed with ### a couple of years ago, and it prevents me from doing any physical activity. I have tried everything in me to push through to try and make it, but I've failed. I've dug a deep hole and I can't find my way out. Nobody cares and I'm so sad at what my life has become. I've begged God for help for many years, but I feel like he just hasn't heard me. Now I'm begging for God to take my misery away and let me rest in darkness.