BrittnicoleW
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, my request is for myself I'm 25 years old now, I got diagnosed with auto immune hepatitis at 14 years old, and had my liver transplant at 15 years old on june 23rd, 2005, a couple years later I was diagnosed with bipolar/depression, and it seems like my life went down hill from there, I just feel very lonely and I feel like sometimes I'm carrying the world, burdens from my past, and deep sadness, and no self forgiveness all on my shoulders, I feel guilty a lot that I got a second chance at life, knowing my organ donor whose name was matthew (I have a picture of him and a letter from his mom) who was from hawaii had to die, his mom said in the letter if he would have chose he would have chosen me, I still don't understand why me though, I feel like I don't deserve a second chance because I'm not living life to the fullest like my organ donor was, so with that said, I ask that you pray that I one day can have a healthy, happy life, filled with success, and positive experiences and positive outcomes, and mainly to find my life purpose and give back to others, and please pray for me to help me understand that everything does happen for a reason, I just want to fill the joy and love that I once had, I just want my internal self to heal and have self- love again, Thank you very much for reading, God bless everyone and their prayers