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Kia730
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I am in desperate need of clear direction and for this pain in my heart to go away once and for all. For months I've been praying to God about someone who I thought was the long awaited answer to my prayers. When I've prayed on the matter - at times I've gotten this deep "feeling" that things would turn around, in spite of how it looks. So I continue to wait. Most days I'm okay, but then I'll have moments when my heart just aches and I feel like I can't take anymore. But I don't want to disappoint God by losing faith. I feel as if I'm in this never ending struggle. And I'm not even sure anymore if I'm believing things will turn around because that's what God said or if that's just what I'm hoping for. God has brought me through so many different things. My faith has been strengthened through my being tested in so many areas of my life. The one that I continue to struggle in is relationships - which may be part of the reason I'm still hanging on. I don't want to fail another test. Please help!
