Hear The Groanings Of My Spirit, wounds, unanswered Prayrs That Run Too Deep To Forget

[nuptial -bound]

Abba, I am in anguish, broken now, embittered, a shadow of my former self. I have travailed in prayer for ten years now to find love+marriage! My bf has so much, she wants to jeopardize her marriage by running off with another married man! They are so selfish, entitled. She brags about her admirers, flaunts her options, wealth, kids' achievements, her husband's success. I put up with it because I had nothing in my life—I was repeatedly subjected to domestic violence, verbal+physical by my brother—I needed a friend but while she pitied me, was there somewhat, she was happily married, building/making memories. I pray for her to be a good wife, to stay married. But, why won't you give marriage to me, a person who wants, desires it so much as to seek you tirelessly in prayer? Please make up for the last ten years of denial, setback after another, a stolen fiancé, a cruel betrayal by an ex—he cheated while I made prayer for him in rehab. Haven't I suffered enough abuse, denials, shame? For once, Isaiah—do the word you gave—for my shame, give me double? I am in despair, in Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[faithope]

Here is a principle you can count on for the rest of your life: God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him. The reason is this. He already has a plan for you. It has been carefully thought out. The same wisdom that entered into God's plan for creation and redemption is the brilliance and care that lay behind His thoughts toward you. This is why only a fool would try to come up with a better idea than the one already conceived in God's heart and mind. Therefore to pray the will of God is the best thing we can do when it comes to prayer.

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