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nuptial -bound
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Father God,
Thank you for some small pockets of joy—I saw a former student, spent quality time @ church + fellowship after last Sunday. I'm probably the only one my age who's unmarried. I feel left out. Why haven't I met anyone yet? I run my own business, U blessed me. But, I'm so lonely. I eat lunch, dinner alone, go to movies alone. On this site, one lady told me to stop complaining but I'll never stop coming to U w/my needs, my pryr. Who do they think they are? they're Not God—I'm not asking any man nor woman. I looked for pity but found none, I'm sorely afflicted.
II came to U, lord, in a time of distress after years of pryr to find a mate + someone on this site accused me of using U? Is that right of her, Lord? Don't Let anyone come betw/ my Always Turning to U first when I hope, hurt, need, etc. Since I have no father, no husband, no boyfriend. Help me to meet the one I will marry asap, I'm not young + ppl who have so much Exult themselves over me, they put salt on my wounds. Bless me out of my Job season, I can't take much more unreasonable pain + suffring much more—I think about leaving the church, walking away for a while bc I'm let down, all prayed out but I love Jesus' teachings so much. It's just I pray so hard w/ other friends + God answrs their pryrs bv why not Mine? One girl doesn't even go to church but asked me to pray for her + God answrd her after 2 months while I'm left w/ the same pryr Un- answrd over a year now. I don't understand. I love God, but of course there R some who would Accuse me I must not love God enough, I sin too much. I confess my sin, ask for forgiveness. Will U ever answr my pryr, Lord?...deep sigh.
IJesus'nme, I ask for edifying insights. I stand on Scripture. Did I die + no one told me?
Thank you for some small pockets of joy—I saw a former student, spent quality time @ church + fellowship after last Sunday. I'm probably the only one my age who's unmarried. I feel left out. Why haven't I met anyone yet? I run my own business, U blessed me. But, I'm so lonely. I eat lunch, dinner alone, go to movies alone. On this site, one lady told me to stop complaining but I'll never stop coming to U w/my needs, my pryr. Who do they think they are? they're Not God—I'm not asking any man nor woman. I looked for pity but found none, I'm sorely afflicted.
II came to U, lord, in a time of distress after years of pryr to find a mate + someone on this site accused me of using U? Is that right of her, Lord? Don't Let anyone come betw/ my Always Turning to U first when I hope, hurt, need, etc. Since I have no father, no husband, no boyfriend. Help me to meet the one I will marry asap, I'm not young + ppl who have so much Exult themselves over me, they put salt on my wounds. Bless me out of my Job season, I can't take much more unreasonable pain + suffring much more—I think about leaving the church, walking away for a while bc I'm let down, all prayed out but I love Jesus' teachings so much. It's just I pray so hard w/ other friends + God answrs their pryrs bv why not Mine? One girl doesn't even go to church but asked me to pray for her + God answrd her after 2 months while I'm left w/ the same pryr Un- answrd over a year now. I don't understand. I love God, but of course there R some who would Accuse me I must not love God enough, I sin too much. I confess my sin, ask for forgiveness. Will U ever answr my pryr, Lord?...deep sigh.
IJesus'nme, I ask for edifying insights. I stand on Scripture. Did I die + no one told me?
