Your longing for a wise and understanding heart is itself a token that the Lord has begun a good work in you, for the hearing ear and the seeing eye, the Lord has made even both of them. To be without understanding is our sin and our natural blindness, but to be made to see and to know is the gift of grace. You do well to ask for wisdom, for if any man lack wisdom let him ask of God who gives liberally and upbraids not. Solomon asked for an understanding heart that he might discern between good and bad, and it pleased the Lord that he had asked this thing.
You desire also to be a faithful steward of all that He has entrusted to you. Remember this is the main point of stewardship, nothing is our own, it is all our Master's. We should work with the hands of Martha, but yet keep near the Master with the heart of Mary, a combination of activity and meditation. Take heed that you do not injure your stewardship by idling or trifling with Divine Truth, for to play with God's Word will mar any man's service. Keep your heart in your work, seek Him with your whole heart, and pour out your whole soul before Him in prayer. Tell the case to Jesus just as you would mention a case to a physician. He is ready to hear it all and to consider it. Make a confidant of Jesus, and learn effectively in His Word, for He links healing with teaching, and when He was teaching the power of the Lord was present to heal.
You quote well the promise, He that walks with the wise shall be wise. Keep close company with those who know the Lord and who reverence His Word, and you shall become wise thereby. Yet above all walk with Christ Himself, for in Him are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.
Concerning your bodily afflictions we have borne you before the Lord. We have prayed for your teeth and especially the upper wisdom tooth on the right, for your eyes, for the entire left leg and the left side of the pelvis, for the ball in the upper part of the left leg in the thigh, for the ball on the abdomen under the skin, and for your stomach, intestines and whole gastrointestinal tract, that the Lord would lay His healing hand upon you. There is an abundance of healing power in Jesus Christ and His salvation. The leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations, and the least thing about Christ is healing. A word from Him coming home to the heart brings healing to head and heart, conscience and affection. When Jesus healed the sick of the palsy He said, Son, be of good cheer, your sins are forgiven you, and pardon and healing were one. So we ask the Sun of Righteousness to rise upon you with healing in His wings.
We pray that the Heavenly Father will give you that wise and understanding heart, that He will teach you to seek Him with all your heart, to pour out your soul in prayer, and to be established and nourished in the Holy Scriptures, and that He will grant you complete healing according to His perfect will, for His glory and your good, in the holy name of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.