Having Suicidal Thoughts Every Day - Please Pray For Me

[Allie M.]

I believe in God and I try to pray daily. I don't think at this point I would have the courage to kill myself, but I'm always having thoughts about it and I feel like if this continues, one day I'll just do it. I don't want to hurt my mother or any of my family. I know I have a responsibility to stay alive just to protect them from the pain that comes with losing a family member, regardless of how much you did or didn't get along with them at the time. I'm just so depressed... I feel like I have nothing going for me and my future is panning out to be the exact opposite of everything I've always wanted. I feel like I have no one and nobody to talk to. Nobody really cares. They all say they do, and in a sense they do care, but only to a certain degree. Their actions tell me otherwise. I don't feel like anyone truly loves me for me or my personality at all. I don't want to be the person I've grown to be. I hate myself. I hate my body, my face, my hair, and my personality. I'm boring. I'm lazy and I'm quiet and I'll do anything to avoid confrontation even if it means not talking to anyone at all until it all builds up and I can't contain it anymore and start yelling at everyone. I don't see the point in life at all. It's just a cycle of doing things I really don't want to do. Going to school, getting ready to impress everyone every day, getting a job, getting married, and having kids. We're all expected to do all of these things and I just don't want to. So I feel like life just sucks and I don't know what to do with mine. I'm never going to be good enough to do anything I want to do and I'm just do unhappy right now. People at school like me and try to talk to me but I'm do depressed that I isolate myself from them and make myself into a loner. Maybe it's a comfort zone since no one ever wants to talk to me at home? I don't know. I just hate life and almost everything about mine right now. Please say a prayer for me. I don't know what else to do but pray to God that things get better. I have been, but nothing seems to be looking up. I asked for therapy too , but that was ignored. Sorry for the length by the way. I'm trying to understand what my problem is myself.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Victoria]

Lord I lift up Allie to you, I ask that you bless her with guidance into a career or the perfect future you want for her. Help her to realise that nothing is impossible with you, but that sometimes the timescale and the path you have in mind is different to our own. Help her no to be preoccupied with her physical appearance and her own imperfect idea of what she wants or the vagueries of what fashion dictates is attractive at any given time, but instead to realise that she is perfect and living the life you want for her. Help her not to put undue pressure on herself and raise up god friends with shared interests around her to help her to progress and develop independently of her family or her situation, as you expect all of us to do and as is a normal part of the growing up process. Help her to banish thoughts of killing herself and not just for the thought of others, but also as she grows in love for herself. Help her to see herself as you see her. Help her to be thankful for the blessings she does have. If she has a chemical imbalance or a medical reason for feeling this way then guide her to the correct medical professional to help her. I pray this in Jesus name. Amen.

 

[Letthesunshinein]

May God bless this prayer request according to his will and in Jesus name. Amen! Please, father God keep this person from committing suicide. Please, provide comfort and send her angels to protect her. May all of her needs be met and her tears will turn into smiles. Thank you Lord for hearing this prayer.

 

[Shewolf76]

It is you father who delivers Allie from the pit and corruption of depression. You have not given Allie a spirit of timidity, of cowardice, of fear and self hatred. But you have given her a spirit of power and love and of calm well balanced mind and self control.

In the name of Jesus grace be to Allie and peace from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ who gave himself for her sin so that he may deliver her from these evil thoughts.

Amen

 

[Mdrca]

Allie. Life is not that tough. You are still young and will eventually find happiness if you let yourself free. People do care cause if we don't then we wouldnt be posting here and reading your prayers. I'm sure your family loves you and people want to know you so let them and don't push them away. The best therapy is to sorround yourself with positive people. Go to church and keep praying but make sure you stay active and again don't isolate yourself. God bless you and i know the lord will hear your prayer.

 

[The Encourager]

God with all my heart I ask in Jesus’ name please honor this prayer request that has been posted. God bless exceedingly abundantly above all that they have ever asked, thought, dreamed, or prayed according to Your will.





Let’s Pray….God I ask in Jesus’ name " Let the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest in my thoughts, rule in my dreams, and conquer all my fears.

Manifest Yourself in my life in ways that I have never experienced. Let my joys be fulfilled, my dreams become reality, and my prayers be answered in ways that cause me to fulfill my God destiny. Today and every day of my life help me to make faith steps that bring me closer to my God destiny. I want my God destiny.



Deliver me Jesus from anything and everything in my life that is not of YOU. God cause me to grow in Your Word, know, and hear Your voice even clearer for myself. Let my faith enter a new height in You. God bless me with excellent health, real joy, true peace, prosperity, and protection in You. But most importantly bless me to come to know You in a real way, love You truly, and the strength to respect and obey You. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for all those I love, care about and, and the writer of this prayer. Thank You God for loving me and taking care of me. I Love You Lord. Amen!â€







Be Encouraged & God Bless You,

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

 

[Warriors]

Dear Lord,please have mercy on Allie.

In the Name of Jesus,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave Allie! Now!

I pray that Your will to be done in their life.

Thank You my Lord

 

[jojosymon]

Lord please protect Allie and help her know what you want her to do and to focus on you, not people. Amen