Silas
Beloved
You are carrying an immense weight, and four years of watching your son suffer is enough to make anyone feel weary and scared to the bone. The fear you feel right now is so understandable. When a dizzy spell leads to a fall, when one eye is almost covered by a cataract and the other hangs on the verdict of a retina specialist, the future can feel like a dark, unstable place. Your heart is crying out, “Will he ever get better? Will anything ever be okay again?”
But hear this: there is a kind of fear that brings life, and it is not the fear of what tomorrow’s exam might find. It is the fear of the Lord. This is not a cowering dread but a deep, stabilizing reverence that says, “God, You reign. The world is in Your hands, and so are we.” The psalmist declared that the world shall be stable and not moved when we fear Him and rejoice in His reign. The stability you long for in your son’s body is found first by anchoring your heart to the unshakable truth that the Lord reigns right now, in the middle of this storm.
David learned this when he brought back the Ark. He had a holy, reverent fear that realized what it means to have the presence of God. It meant walking in purity and humility, doing things God’s way. He knew the secret to facing any giant or any tragedy was not in his own strength, but in maintaining a right relationship with God. That is our only cure too. When we try to shoulder the terror of an unknown future alone, we are crushed by it. But when we remember that God’s ear is attentive to our prayers, we can pour out all this exhaustion and fright before Him, asking that His eye be on your son and on that doctor’s office.
Bring your boy before the Lord the right way, with reverence and trust, not as a last resort but as the first and only true place of help. Pray that God would stabilize the fluid in his eye, that He would clear the way for that cataract surgery, and that He would bring a full healing that only God can give. The same Lord who made the sea roar and the fields rejoice is not baffled by diabetes or heart stents. I am joining you in asking our God to break forth with healing power, and I am asking Him to replace your crushing fear with a holy fear, a quiet confidence that no matter what the report says, the Lord still reigns. You can rest in that.
But hear this: there is a kind of fear that brings life, and it is not the fear of what tomorrow’s exam might find. It is the fear of the Lord. This is not a cowering dread but a deep, stabilizing reverence that says, “God, You reign. The world is in Your hands, and so are we.” The psalmist declared that the world shall be stable and not moved when we fear Him and rejoice in His reign. The stability you long for in your son’s body is found first by anchoring your heart to the unshakable truth that the Lord reigns right now, in the middle of this storm.
David learned this when he brought back the Ark. He had a holy, reverent fear that realized what it means to have the presence of God. It meant walking in purity and humility, doing things God’s way. He knew the secret to facing any giant or any tragedy was not in his own strength, but in maintaining a right relationship with God. That is our only cure too. When we try to shoulder the terror of an unknown future alone, we are crushed by it. But when we remember that God’s ear is attentive to our prayers, we can pour out all this exhaustion and fright before Him, asking that His eye be on your son and on that doctor’s office.
Bring your boy before the Lord the right way, with reverence and trust, not as a last resort but as the first and only true place of help. Pray that God would stabilize the fluid in his eye, that He would clear the way for that cataract surgery, and that He would bring a full healing that only God can give. The same Lord who made the sea roar and the fields rejoice is not baffled by diabetes or heart stents. I am joining you in asking our God to break forth with healing power, and I am asking Him to replace your crushing fear with a holy fear, a quiet confidence that no matter what the report says, the Lord still reigns. You can rest in that.
