herrerahj
Prayer Partner
Please help me with my difficult situation, I'm a ### years old mother of a ### years old ###. My son is a very happy kid, outgoing and loves both of his parents. I have been in a relationship with ### for at least ### years, he was my high school sweetheart. We separated in the year of ###, we had a lot of growing up to do and we went our separate ways. ### went into the crazy life of partying, drinking and hanging out with the wrong crowd. I got very sick, I was in and out of the hospital. I began dating 1 1/2 years later and didn't wait on the Lord like always. I have gotten sick again that I was facing two kidneys failure and a certain amount of time to be on this earth. Well, ### began coming around because he was tired of the crazy world, he heard that I was very sick and I was already in a committed relationship with ###. Making the story short, I broke up with ### and went back with ### while I was still in the hospital and knowing that it could be my last, I wanted to be with ###. I was sent home, things were weird between ### and I because he was worse than before, he became a controlling, disrespectful man that lived just for sex. I caught ### messing around and I felt lonely again. I went back one night to look for ###, because ### was just abusive and two months later I found out that I was pregnant. Now that my son is ###, I found out that his not my son's, ### is a great father that will do anything for his son except be a good husband. I really want to tell the truth, but as I remember ###'s behavior in the past was very weird and he is capable of hurting me because he will hold it against me and I just don't know what to do. I just found out that during the time I was pregnant ### had an affair. Please give me advice on how to handle the situation. I know that God is working on ###'s life little by little, but I feel that it is too late and I just want my peace of mind. I also wanted to let you know that God is working on me also and that my relationship with God is better. God's word keeps me going and He has encouraged me to make a lot of accomplishments. I know that I don't want to hurt anyone, but ### will probably hate me. I also got certain opinions from people very close to me, "Don't do anything about it!!! I can't carry this burden with me anymore. My kidneys are just fine and it was a miracle that I had my beautiful son ###. Thank you,
