Varinetan
Disciple of Prayer
Greetings in Jesus name. I went to financial challenges for more than two decades now. My life is stagnant there is no progress if any something happen and go back to square one.
1. I turn my garage into a hair salon. Workers come and go because there is no clients, if clients start to come then there is no hairdresser. I have the place for almost four years now. I try sometimes small things to earn even for my cosmetics it will only work out for a month or two then everything stops.
2. I have these dreams for many years now. I'm always half-naked in the dreams when people approach me then I try to cover myself with a towel the last one I was completely naked. I also dream of being around a lot of people but I'm the one who is under them it looks like I'm their slave. In those dreams I'm always embarrassed and put to shame like I'm always under their feet. I pray against it but come back later again.
3. My children have all tertiary education but have nothing to show off. Sometimes they just get a salary equal to standard 12 or mostly on contracts without benefits.
4. We were involved in more than 7 or 8 car accidents, two of which were fatal and my son died in one accident at age 17. Some years later my adopted granddaughter died at a school event, what we believe was secondary drowning.
6. I have this history of my wedding rings that used to disappear and find them after some time. It happens also to my earrings; some didn't come back like the others. It happens also with my important documents and they get lost for good. I volunteer as a Christian counselor on Tuesday now my clients' debt notes start also to disappear out of my files.
Please pray for me.
1. I turn my garage into a hair salon. Workers come and go because there is no clients, if clients start to come then there is no hairdresser. I have the place for almost four years now. I try sometimes small things to earn even for my cosmetics it will only work out for a month or two then everything stops.
2. I have these dreams for many years now. I'm always half-naked in the dreams when people approach me then I try to cover myself with a towel the last one I was completely naked. I also dream of being around a lot of people but I'm the one who is under them it looks like I'm their slave. In those dreams I'm always embarrassed and put to shame like I'm always under their feet. I pray against it but come back later again.
3. My children have all tertiary education but have nothing to show off. Sometimes they just get a salary equal to standard 12 or mostly on contracts without benefits.
4. We were involved in more than 7 or 8 car accidents, two of which were fatal and my son died in one accident at age 17. Some years later my adopted granddaughter died at a school event, what we believe was secondary drowning.
6. I have this history of my wedding rings that used to disappear and find them after some time. It happens also to my earrings; some didn't come back like the others. It happens also with my important documents and they get lost for good. I volunteer as a Christian counselor on Tuesday now my clients' debt notes start also to disappear out of my files.
Please pray for me.
