allenmartin3
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Crumbling under evil and being thrown down beyond stuff I can bear. I been so miserable and depressed. Having trouble controlling anger and greed and selfishness and pride. Im having so much difficulty and I'm having trouble seeing light and hope. I know God said he will never leave nor forsake me but he doesnt seem to really be around. I'm crumbling under all these sins that holidays especially Christmas can bring. I been brought to a real low and I don't really have any real joy or happiness, it's just been miserable. Even though My Birthday and the hockey game me and my brother are going to is coming, I am still down and miserable. Not just me, it's my family members too who are miserable and you say one thing and boom, you're angry or a shouting match starts. I JUST NEED OUT. WHAT CAN I DO? Please Help me Father and calm this storm, it's too much for me to handle Lord. In Jesus name Amen
