anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
God why won't you help me?????? Why do you want me to endure the wrath of my husband?? I really don't understand!!!!!!!!!!! Why want you grant what I call my settlements you know how many people will benefit from them? Why don't I deserve happiness? Why Lord do I have to keep living in this financial "hell" that I did not create? I am doing all I can to fix it. All I get is stumbling blocks. Faith and believing, has failed me. My only option left to come up with money is to do illegal things. If that is what it is going to take to put food on the table, get to the doctor, pay the taxes and other bills since all else I have tried to remedy the situation has failed, and God obviously doesn't want me to pay my bills and feed my family, then that is what I will have to do.. Waiting on the Lord hasn't stopped the endless collection call I get daily or the "your services, utilizes will be shutoff, you can't see the doctor until your bill is paid and if you have another heart attack find another doctor,and on and on..
We have taken in homeless families into our 980 sq foot singlewide mobile home with our own house full. One family left and came back a second time to stay. We didn't have much then but we still did it. I don't have gas to get to church and back. My 15 yr old step daughter just got herself locked up in another county where she lives with her crazy mother and now we have to find the money for my husband to go to the mandatory meetings concerning her. I am tired of this child causing problems. She is the main reason our financial situation is like it is and now she is putting us in a worse bind.
Why won't God help me out of this nightmare?
We have taken in homeless families into our 980 sq foot singlewide mobile home with our own house full. One family left and came back a second time to stay. We didn't have much then but we still did it. I don't have gas to get to church and back. My 15 yr old step daughter just got herself locked up in another county where she lives with her crazy mother and now we have to find the money for my husband to go to the mandatory meetings concerning her. I am tired of this child causing problems. She is the main reason our financial situation is like it is and now she is putting us in a worse bind.
Why won't God help me out of this nightmare?
