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God wherever Tarique is please keep him happy. And my parents too. God please heal my relationship with Tarique and my parents. Please God, make him realize how much I've changed for him, how much I love him. That I'll do all it takes to keep him and his family happy. I don't know whether he's lying to me or speaking the truth. God, you know my heart is pure. I need nothing apart from his love and have nothing apart from my love to offer. Please God, get us together once again, and this time forever. Please God, this time let no misunderstandings and outsiders even come close to destroying our relationship. He feels I cheated him. But you know thats not true. There have been a lot of problems and misunderstandings God, You have seen it. You know it. Please have mercy God. I can't live without him. You know for the past 5 years he's my world, my family. I see in him my family, my friend, my guide, my everything. He's the only one I had. You know I'd given up all my friends, my passion, my career for him. You know what he is to me God. Please God, don't separate us. He also loved me truely. You know that. Please God, don't test me any more. I have no strength God. Please get him back to me.
God you know I have already sacrificed and changed all I could. I have nothing more to offer. If there is anything else I can do, tell me God. I will do it. God, you know I've never wished bad for anyone ever in my life. I've prayed even for my enemies. Then why God are you testing me so much. I don't deny my mistakes. I've been very immture, selfish and non-understanding. Have unintentionally hurt him a lot. I know his pain.
But God, all the pain he and my parents felt, I felt it too. You know I can't see them in pain. Their pain killed me too. God, you know its been two years now. I'm no more the same person. I'm no more modern. And I don't have any more dreams or desires. I have no goal.
All I need is him... and my parents... their love. Just the three of them God. I promise, will never ask for anything else. You know God I've genuinely repented. And you also know God if given a chance and some time to adjust into his family, despite a world of differences between our cultures, I will walk the entire distance and change myslef. I won't ever even think of asking anyone else to compromise on anything or ever adjust. I promise you God... I'll do all it takes to keep him, his family and my family happy. Please God, be with me.
Even if you don't get him back to me I wish to spend the rest of my life serving others God. But if you do, I'll be the happiest person on earth and despite all the happiness I get, never forget my promise to do my best to be a better person. To serve the world. Please God, Please bless my relationship with Tarique. Please get us together and this time forever... Forever... never to part, never to separate. Please God, hold me... be with me. I really need you.
And not just me... everyone else out here needs you. Please God... theres too mcuh of pain everywhere we look around. We all badly need you. Please God, come down and hold us. I know you live withing me. Within each of us. Then why God don't we feel you? Please God, hold us. Stop innocent people being harmed... especially in the name of religion. How can one kill God and harm others in Your name? Please God, send your messanger down. Please stop this. We all know we have made mistakes and we only pay for our sins. But please God, forgive us. Forgive us and bless us with a new life. The pain on earth is unbearable. Please come down and save us.
God you know I have already sacrificed and changed all I could. I have nothing more to offer. If there is anything else I can do, tell me God. I will do it. God, you know I've never wished bad for anyone ever in my life. I've prayed even for my enemies. Then why God are you testing me so much. I don't deny my mistakes. I've been very immture, selfish and non-understanding. Have unintentionally hurt him a lot. I know his pain.
But God, all the pain he and my parents felt, I felt it too. You know I can't see them in pain. Their pain killed me too. God, you know its been two years now. I'm no more the same person. I'm no more modern. And I don't have any more dreams or desires. I have no goal.
All I need is him... and my parents... their love. Just the three of them God. I promise, will never ask for anything else. You know God I've genuinely repented. And you also know God if given a chance and some time to adjust into his family, despite a world of differences between our cultures, I will walk the entire distance and change myslef. I won't ever even think of asking anyone else to compromise on anything or ever adjust. I promise you God... I'll do all it takes to keep him, his family and my family happy. Please God, be with me.
Even if you don't get him back to me I wish to spend the rest of my life serving others God. But if you do, I'll be the happiest person on earth and despite all the happiness I get, never forget my promise to do my best to be a better person. To serve the world. Please God, Please bless my relationship with Tarique. Please get us together and this time forever... Forever... never to part, never to separate. Please God, hold me... be with me. I really need you.
And not just me... everyone else out here needs you. Please God... theres too mcuh of pain everywhere we look around. We all badly need you. Please God, come down and hold us. I know you live withing me. Within each of us. Then why God don't we feel you? Please God, hold us. Stop innocent people being harmed... especially in the name of religion. How can one kill God and harm others in Your name? Please God, send your messanger down. Please stop this. We all know we have made mistakes and we only pay for our sins. But please God, forgive us. Forgive us and bless us with a new life. The pain on earth is unbearable. Please come down and save us.
